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The EndYou told me everything I needed to know today  I sent you a request that you denied  You could have ignored it or let it stay or wait  But you refused, you chose to push   
Sure there may have been plenty of reasons,  But the fact that you chose meant everything  Though silent now, we may once again have seasons  Some distant chance may allow us to talk   
Catch up, see how life is reminisce  But for now, it's over, done, complete the end  And I have the closure I need to dismiss  And live my life, the one I'm left with The End
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Checkin the MirrorTake a deep breath in  Then exhale through pursed lips  Check my perspective in the mirror  Start to move my hips   
Am I ready for this?  Honesty is the best policy  She doesn't seem to mind  So let's not do this falsely   
I'm a nice guy  I like people, and people like me  Don't be nervous, don't overthink  Just enjoy some steady company   
A look at the past still hurts  But that doesn't mean I have to live there  A hug, a kiss, holding hands  Signs that somebody cares   
Slow and steady is what I need  That will win the race I'm in &nb Checkin the Mirror
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Driving Myself...Secluded, alone, lonely  Looking through a glass window  Feeling studied, observed.  Causes me loss of sanity  I feel handicapped  Mentally incongruous, or autistic  No link to normal thinking  I'm more in a world of my own  Nobody's willing to cross this gap  The one I can't traverse Driving Myself...
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Pensive ProseThere he sat thinking about her, their extensive history, their current state, trying to figure out if it could ever be turned around.  His mind floated vaguely around the topic in self-pity and sorrow.  Honestly, he had put himself in this position, though most of the plan was carried out by his subconscious.  It would have been easy for him to push the blame off on his family, but he felt responsible.  He made the decision to break up.  Stepping away, clearing his head, and figuring things out seemed like such a logical decision.  That perhaps was the problem.  She may ne Pensive Prose
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Mon Nov 23, 2009, 8:12 PM
Take a deep breath, and exhale. Now sit and feel it. It's over. No adverse feelings, no hate, no insecurity. I can listen to love songs and not feel anything overwhelming. I can relate to the sad songs without melancholy. I can wake up now and smile. My appetite is back for good. I feel level headed and responsible without feeling like I'm being too cerebral or a prude. Now, it's time for me to take life in the slow lane for a little bit. I'm going to savor this peace. I will smile and be thankful for how blessed I am.

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  • Mood: Sweet
  • Listening to: Jackson 5
  • Watching: Rush Hour
  • Eating: Nothin

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  • Interests: Writing, my girlfriend, the medical field, fantasy fiction
  • Favourite movie: Juno
  • Favourite band or musician: Jack Johnson
  • Favourite genre of music: Alternative Rock to accoustic to Jazz
  • Operating System: Windows XP/Mac OS X
  • MP3 player of choice: iPod
  • Favourite game: Rockband
  • Favourite gaming platform: Nintendo gaming systems/ Xbox 360
  • Favourite cartoon character: Knuckles
  • Personal Quote: They said that would happen in health class.
  • Tools of the Trade: Pencil and paper

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*losttherace Nov 10, 2009, 7:20:01 PM
Thanks for the watch :)

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I am a part of all that I have met. ~Alfred Lord Tennyson
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~infinyte2 Oct 14, 2009, 10:20:33 AM
thanks for the comments =)
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~Chance-s-are Apr 22, 2009, 6:37:53 PM
thanx for the :+fav:

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Check it out, I draw too!!
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*Da-dio Feb 20, 2009, 4:51:34 AM
Thank you for the favorite.

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Listen to your heart.
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~Jazzcat-27 Jan 10, 2009, 9:12:19 AM
Hi, I read your poem about head turner. This poem reminded me of myself. Thank you for the encouragement.
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~mellowghost Jan 10, 2009, 9:14:40 AM
The pleasure is mine. :)
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~Emocinderella Sep 29, 2008, 12:27:02 PM
Hey, thanks for the fave! ^_^
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